Yay!! I start my job today!! I'm very excited. My mind started at 5am this morning, and Taylor's did at 7. Most of the time I sleep till 8:30ish till she gets up but this morning is definitely different.

Wish me luck,

Current Mood: cynical

Current Mood: exhausted

 If you haven't gone to my facebook yet. Go check out one out of MANY stunning photos that Lindsay Renee Photography did for me! (she calls herself Lindsey Renee, but shes a great photographer, so thats why I put the Photography after it..)

She did amazing.

Shes blessed with outstanding talent. 

I can't wait to go to her again. 

I'll see if I can post quickly before Taylor wakes up.

Things have been alright.. Jered's working his LAST week until he goes to 3M this week.. He'll be working his ass off to make a lasting impression on his job.(not like his boss would even care!) He doesn't want to leave the place a mess for the next person like the person before him did. I wonder whose gonna take his place.. hmm... So I won't be able to see him NEARLY as much as I'd like.

Taylor slept SO good last night. bed at 9, up at 5  to eat, and then back to sleep. She's still sleeping, and its 9am still :) LOVE IT!
I'm not sure what to buy Jered for V-day.. I hope we do something for it.. my parents are pretty sure they'll babysit, and we can go and have a DATE. finally.. after so long. but, I hope Jered has the day off to do it!

Its cold outside, and these days make me wish it was Summer.. but its the same every year (summer people wish it was winter, and winter people wish it was summer). Its winkler, Its cold, we deal. lol.

OOPS.. Taylor's awake.. gotta jet.

so i've had a shitty weekend
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thursday around midnight, i went to emergency because i was having the worst gull bladder attack ever (worse than labor!), and i couldn't walk to the car, or even around at all. they gave me morphine right aways,and it was like heaven. the pain ended, but once the morphine wore away, the pain came back, so i knew this was serious. they kept me in overnight, and then decided in the morning that i had to have my gull bladder taken out.  i had a meeting with dr. jacobs, and then he decided that it would have to be that afternoon.. so much was happening, i couldn't even take it in a notch. the moved me upstairs, and then i waited around for the time to come. 2:30 the nurse had said, and they were starting to prep me for surgery. then 2 minutes before my scheduled surgery, they tell me that its gonna have to be pushed back for 9am the next day. great... im ok with having spare of the moment surgeries like my cesearean but this was too much, and i wasn't in the mood to dream on it. i had like no sleep that night. but the next morning came, and they prepped me again, and it was time. i went in, and finally woke up 2 hrs later. because i was anemic i had a problem with the anastetic and they didn't have to give me the full amount before i'd fall asleep. and it was 2 hrs after when i woke up when its usually only 10 minutes. i woke up in HORRIBLE pain. they wheeled me into my room,and jered was waiting for me. the whole day was of me wanting to sleep. sleep. sleep! you couldn't talk to me for more than 10 mins and i'd be out. so i had only family come see me. the next day i started to feel a bit better but so nauseated and i wasn't hungry at all! i didn't eat anything that day. i started to walk, even tho it hurt so much to, i knew it was good for me. nobody really came to visit me, so i landed up just watching tv for the evening. then following day i continued to feel nauseated but i told the nurse that if this was what it was like to go home, then i might as well just go home. so they let me out at 3:00, and i went home. when i got here, i couldn't stop vomiting. within 4 hrs i vomited 5 times, and still had nothing to eat. my meds couldn't stay down at all, so i went back and they pumped me full of fluids and gave me a bunch of meds through my intervenus. i started to feel better, but just wanted to sleep cuz thats what i needed. i went to bed, and woke up still in a lot of pain, but my nausea went down dramatically. so i was able to take my meds ok. my pain is still there,but my nausea is mostly gone. :) makes me happy. now im just sitting with my lappy on my lap and just waiting for this pain to settle..

I'm getting bored just sitting at home, but I don't feel like going out either.. can't there be a middle. lol.

I'm 38 weeks now.. :S Scary thought. The baby dropped even more yesterday, so I'm hoping this is a good sign *fingers crossed*. If I'm gonna have this baby, I'd rather have it now than later.. Although its great that the baby dropped further, I'm still getting so much pain and discomfort, I just want to lay in bed and do nothing.

So, yesterday, I just slept for most of the day. Jered got home around 2, and took care of me, and then went on the computer while I napped. We just decided to stay in for the day, with the way I was feeling, and he didn't feel like going out either. I ate a sandwich for lunch, and some cereal for supper. Didn't have much of an appetite, but I needed to eat anyways. In the evening, we decided to switch our old computer for Andrea's laptop. This pumped me up cuz now I can go online wherever I am (whenever I get wireless). and not worry about having to haul myself over to the office. We transfered documents all evening. Jered decided to go to bed early seeing as he had to get up at 6 again. Andrea stayed until the computer was done, and then went out to start her car. She had it running for 5 minutes, when she went out to drive, she ran out of gas, and the car died. So, my mom came and brought her a gerry can, and we had one too, and filled the car with both of them. Nothing worked. It just sat there, and didn't start. Then my dad came and realised she had flooded the car, and had to wait overnight for it to work. It was already midnight, and I was getting so exhausted. We all moved the car back, so we could get our car out in the morning. (I steered..), and then it was already 12:30, and Andrea then asked for a ride to work in the morning. That meant that I had to get up at 6, along with Jered. I wasn't in the mood, but I said sure. They left home, and I immediately went to bed. I didn't have that great of a sleep (as usual), but for what I did have, it was deep. Then 6am came around, and I brought Jered to work. Luckily, when I got back, I decided to see if I could get some more sleep, and I fell in a deep sleep.. Then Jered woke me up by calling. Thats ok, but I still enjoyed what I had. lol. It wasn't long before I had to leave and bring Andrea to work. I got out of the house, and the car was packed with snow. (for only 3 hrs of parking). I couldn't find the brush, so I had to do it by hand, and with half the car in a snow bank to begin with, it wasn't easy. Finally, I got done, and picked up Andrea. We came back to see if the car was gonna work, and it didn't. So, I brought her to work, and then came home. I fell in a huge snowbank when I got out of the car, and I couldn't get up. I probably sat there for a good 3 minutes freezing my ass off, and finally I kinda dug and crawled my way out. You know your huge when you can't even get up. Its quite sad and humiliating. So, now I came inside, and my clothes are in the dryer. I've decided its another day at home, cuz my luck isn't working well for me. Luckily the sattelite works, and I have a laptop I can watch my movies I had recently downloaded. Jered works a long day today, (till 5), so I'll be alone for most of it. Does anyone want to join me in my routine viewing of Oprah and Dr.Phil this afternoon??  lol.

Hope everyone's enjoying the day, and everyone drives safe! :)

Current Mood: relaxed

I'm definetly NOT enjoying this weather outside. I went for my prenatal appointment, and I can't even count how many times we almost got stuck! Yet, everyone else doesn't drive well in this weather (who can blame them, the snow hasn't been removed, and its getting bigger by the minute). Luckily, I never got the vehicle from Jered's work, otherwise I think I'd be stuck right now...

Thats what I had to vent about.

Happy Birthday Rick West! 

UPDATE.


So, its my last day at Staples tomorrow.. Im kinda sad to leave, dispite all the crap that went on there. Im gonna miss Dora, Tina, Bobby, Marcus, and Myles. Those were the guys that stuck it through the longest (except tina). We have 2 large orders and its covering up our days, so they go by faster..which is nice.

I work a 14 long hour day on Sunday.. Then Im taking a couple days off to rewind, and then Im starting at McDonalds.

I have my prenatal appointment this morning... Im trying  to convince my doctor to send us to Winnipeg so we can find out what our baby is... but he's no pushover.lol. Looks as though I got whats called, "Pregnancy diabetes". I get very low, very fast.. and it sucks, but its only during my pregnancy.. which is good.

My old clothes don't even fit me anymore. lol. Im stuck to my mat clothes I bought in the city, which is great, but I had way more options with my regular clothes, than my mat, so I run out faster, and have to do more laundry.. Im getting fat.. lol.

Im up to my 20 week ultrasound appointment, and no phone call yet. Im kinda wondering if I should call them or not, but I guess I'll find out at my appointment  today whats going on.

Well, otherwise not much is new. Getting quite excited for the COBALT.(a car where we don't pay for insurance or car payments, OR GAS! ) This totally rocks, and we're getting rid out of our peice of crap (actually dependable) cavalier.. for cheap. So, anyone looking for a half decent car, that is actually dependable, for cheap.. let me know.

Current Mood: cold